So me and my ex boyfriend broke up a year ago, why do i still get butterflies when i hear his name?

i have a current boyfriend now (of 1 whole year of being together!)





but every time i hear something about my ex, i get so happy.


im not stupid, so i know better to hide my joy around others when they randomly decide to bring him up.


it feel this excitement and happiness, as if i were still in love with him.





INSIDER


hes the type of guy who doesnt like to make any contact why hes ex's (no nothing, as if we were never together)





i think truly deep down. . . i miss him. his personality and everything else.





i also SLIGHTLY envy how my friends are able to make direct contact with him (since they have classes with him), and give me the sloppy seconds of the conversations they have.





not jealousy.


dont get me wrong, i love my boyfriend, but i just miss talking to my ex. even if we were just and remained friends, i would be so gratefully happy.





(theres no possible way i can even TRY to talk to him)So me and my ex boyfriend broke up a year ago, why do i still get butterflies when i hear his name?
You're not over him. Better to move on.